I just woke from a dream that scared me awake. I was with some friends of mine who I hung out today only we were at my Grandmother's house 900 miles away. 3 of us, Danielle, Shane, and me took my Grandma's car to go get Taco Bell. I peaked in on my Grandma before I left and my Grandfather was not in the bed. As we were leaving the subdivision Shane said wait stop! Take a picture of that. As I look to my left There are trees uprooted and some of the trees had the tops of the trees rooted and the roots hanging out as if it were the top.

I'll spin off of this since all those answers sum up mine.
My favorite breath, is after a rain when the wind is still picked up. I live right off the mountains and that wind often brings chills. So I stop, close my eyes, and take a deep breath and say, "This is the breath worth living for." My chills dissipate, and I smile, and continue on with my day a little bit more appreciative of what I have, and what I don't yet have because I'm on the right path to accomplish everything I want to.

I am thankful for my friends, my job, and Colorado. Most of all I am thankful for myself and what I have overcome and done with my life. I am glad of the good decisions that I have made that put me on the right path.

My dad. He is still with us, but we never talk. He does not know the person I have became (who I am quite proud of). I do not know him either. I know that I keep putting him off to work on that relationship. I should do that before it turns into another regret.

I am there for them when and when they don't want my help. The other day I saw my friend start to spiral downhill so I told her I wasn't gonna allow it to happen and that she is better than that. Since then she has already been happier by me stopping her destructive path just as she stepped foot on it.

 

I was reading up on how to contact your spirit guide. What I was reading said you get messages from them all the time, its just if you notice them or not. One also said you know when you get a song stuck in your head and you don't know why? That song has a message for you. I went to go take a shower after reading all of it and I realized I had a song stuck in my head I haven't heard for awhile. It was Michael Jacksons "Man in the Mirror".

I wrote this on June 19th. Michael passed away on June 25th. R.I.P.

Ooh ooh ooh aah
Gotta make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turned up the collar on
A favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other
On the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na na oh ho